Shikou Shinka no Renkeijutsushi

Shikou Shinka no Renkeijutsushi summary:

I did not wish to be born like this.
I spent a s.h.i.+tty life and until the last moment getting killed, every day of my life is full of sadness.
I did not think it was mortifying. It did not seem to be mortifying.
I did not think why. I did not have a doubt.
In fact, I’m just a human. I received what life gave me with a biased thought and broken way of thinking.
Or so it seems to be, until now.
A curse to restart life after dying.
A shut-in staying indoor because of distrust in human being. For months and years, piling up useless knowledge and keeping an immature mind.
Usable knowledge? There’s no way~
Don’t look down on a NEET !
I know one thing that’s clear though.
My life in different world starts now.